Unmasked!

During my four years in high school, I had a secret. Here it is: I was mad at God.

My first year at Norco High School, I joined marching band to follow in my siblings footsteps. I was very involved and helped every time it was needed. I loved my life…..until the day I found out my mom had colon cancer.I was heartbroken. I wept and wept so more. I was angry and upset that everything good in my life had turned to dust in just seconds. I remember sitting in my room wishing and hoping that my life would be a fairytale. It did not happen.

My junior year in high school and I got more bad news. My best friend/sister was diagnosed with Leukemia. I just could not handle it anymore. I did not want to show any emotions to anyone so I put on a fake face pretending everything was okay. I asked myself, “why her? Can I take my sisters place?” I wept more than ever realizing that every day is a blessing.

Early this year, 2010, I stopped being fake. I saw my life being used incredible ways by God. I was not mad anymore. Around the end of February my sister got super sick again on top of having Leukemia. I knew what I had to do. PRAY! I remember sitting on the floor next to my sister, who was lying on the couch, and I looked at her remembering our childhood together. Tears began to fill my eyes because out of a leap of faith I asked her if we could pray together. I took her hands in mine and prayed. I knew God heard every word because He used my sister in amazing ways. I am not two faced anymore.

Joseph was sold into slavery by his own flesh and blood but he had something I did not. Joseph had the compassion towards his brothers and hope for a better tomorrow. Instead I was focusing on the negative and not trusting God. When I began to trust God and His plan for me I found that my tears became joyful and thankful tears. I have a confession: I am living Gods plan for my life. I take off my mask and leave at your feet, Oh Lord! Take me as I surrender to you.

Proverbs 3:5
“Trust in the Lord with ALL you heart and lean not on your understanding.”

Just Believe!

I have a man in my life who displays Christ-like attitude every day. The quality that I want to write about is never giving up on me. My dad has never given up on me. He has always supported me through my hard years, my school years. The education system has not been the best to me but my dad has always believed in me. There were times that I wanted to give up and then I pictured my dad. I quickly remember how he believes in me and is so proud of me. When I was younger I remember going to a dance with my daddy to help set up lights and he told me he was so proud of me. And just a few weeks ago he shared with me how he was proud of me for doing excellent in school. Its memories like that where I cry because I know he won’t give up on me.

Also Christ did the same thing for me. He never gave up on me. He knows exactly what I will become and wants the best for me. I get to see my Heavenly father and my earthly father for eternity and I could not ask for more. To the men in my life thank you for always believing in me. I love you! Happy Father’s Day! You deserve the best.

Are we clothed or naked?

What is a part of your daily routine? Is it getting breakfast, getting dressed then battling traffic on the way to work? Or are we looking in the mirror with empty thoughts about the day wishing for a way out of life? Or do you wake up with God at your bedside ready to conquer the day with love for the world? Some may think that it is impossible to accomplish option three but it really is not.

Here is the secret: reading the Word. I have no place to judge because I am human and do not always read my Bible on a daily basis. When I do read my day seems so much better. It is my strength and courage. But best yet it is like having God holding your hand through the day. You would not wake up in the morning and not get dressed for the day but yet we typically don’t read our Bibles when it’s the same concept. We have the honor and privilege to display His love through our clothes.
I will repeat myself; reading the Bible is like our clothes. It is related because you have the honor to read the Living Word and clothe yourself with Gods unconditional love.

You have a choice to make for yourself; are you going to walk around naked for everyone to see or will you show the world that you are clothed with the life and promise that God has given you? The choice is yours.

“Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.”
Psalm 119:105

My prayer for the world!

Why do we struggle with the things of the world when we are not apart of the world? Lead by example and follow God, not this temporary place we call Earth.
God will help us through our struggles,doubts, hurts, and pain but only if we want it.
Live your life out loud for God and only Him.
He will give comfort you in this strom just give Him your hand.
Surrender the things of the world and gain a heart after God.
Learn to be patient and respect everyone for you may not be aware of what they may be going through.
A human is a human no matter what size, shape, or appearance.
Life is valuable and fragile so handle with care even if it is not your life.
This is my prayer for the world. Amen!

Abortion kills, My mom saved me!

I want to take time out of my life to appreciate my mom. Happy Mother’s day! My mom gave me life nineteen years ago. She endured pain beyond belief and yet she still had me. My mom is a hero….literally. The doctor told her that it would be wise if she would just abort me. Out of courage and unconditional love my mom gave me a second chance. I am very appreciative to her decision.

Abortion is an ugly issue that should not continue to happen but it does. Humans think they have a right to kill the baby inside them but YOU DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT. Everyone in this world was created for a purpose and you are stopping a human that is great a short life. I am one to say that I am honored my mom kept me and did not think about even consider aborting me. God made adoption centers for a reason but yet we would rather kill this innocent child. Do we even understand how great this baby can be? No, out of selfish reasons we destroy just like how society teaches us. We need to stand up and let others know that there is no shame for having a baby. Wake up America, abortion survivors’ live amazing lives. Do not give into the world because they think it is right. Abortion is a choice that does not just affect you but it touches the life of the baby. You can never get back your child. Again, I will repeat myself: you will never get back your child. I live a happy, healthy life ready to change the world by letting people know that God loves them.

Thank you Mommy! You gave me the privilege to live life. You give me everything I need to be successful, you constantly love me especially when I do not deserve it, and you are a wonderful mom. I am honored to be your daughter. I love you!!!!!!

Be Beautiful- Part 4

Dating! A hard topic to talk about. I must admit that I have a huge problem with dating. Girls and guys want to feel something more when they date. They want to feel beautiful, loved and cared for by the opposite sex. I have this so-called “dating to feel beautiful syndrome” and many other people in the world have it too. I thought that having a boyfriend would make me more attractive and wanted by guys. I was WRONG! Dating does nothing but puts a temporary band aid on an unsolved problem. You end up wishing that you can feel more beautiful to get other guys. While you are at it you hurt others and get hurt by others. It’s a vicious cycle that is never ending.

I have learned that you do not have to date to feel beautiful. God made you beautiful.

Genesis 1:27
“So God created man in his own image,
In the image of God he created him;
Male and female he created them.”

How do we know that we are beautiful? God created you in His image. Wow, I reread this verse. I am in awe that God so big would create me and then create me beautiful. What? Yes, it is true. Look around, we are beautiful. Do not let a guy or girl make you think otherwise.

Truth: God made you in His image.
Lie: Beauty depends on dating.
Truth: You are beautiful.
Lie: The world thinks dating determines your beauty and you shall follow the world.
Truth: Beauty is WHO you are for God created you.

By understanding the truth, you will be able to feel beautiful. No one is ugly. My Father in Heaven thinks we ALL are beautiful. Live by the truth not by the world.

Remember you are BEAUTIFUL!

Be beautiful
The truth behind tattoos and piercings is a beautiful thing. Quick confession before I explain what I mean. I have always wanted both a tattoo and my ears pierced. Okay I am glad that I got that off my chest. Here it goes, plain and simple, tattoos and piercings alter Gods perfect image. I understand they look cool and side note I am not saying you should not get one. Tattoos and piercings are a huge debatable topic. They say something about whether it is positive or negative. Be wise in your decision, for it might be there longer than you think.

For something amazing happened when tattoo and piercings became part of a lifestyle. Think about this, close your eyes if you have to, now think of a man who only did good because He was perfect. Now think about what He did for you. Yes, you! Jesus was pierced three times; three nails attached Him to a piece of wood. Now we when we get saved we get a tattoo in our hearts. It says “I love you and I will never forsake you.” Jesus is tattooed on our hearts and stays with us. I love how inspirational this is. Through His three piercings we are able to get tattooed. The very best tattoo may I add. God knows your heart and knows if you have accepted the tattoo of Jesus to save yourself from sin. Accept the way that God made you, for He made you perfect. Remember that the tattoo of life is a beautiful thing.

Jesus made you,BEAUTIFUL!!!!!